It’s 12 midnight and I am tired however I heard a small voice inside my head that said, Let Go Let God, Write your blog. Honestly, I knew exactly what to do. You see I have been listening to that small voice within for quite some time now. I use to argue with it, ignore it or just not do what it is asking me to do. However, I learned that this voice has power and holds the key to one of the secrets of the universe. By not listening once a few years ago when I was living in Florida, I took a route to get to the beach that the voice told me not to. Five minutes from my home, a car came speedy down the wrong side of the road directly pointed at my car. I turned the wheel quickly and we avoided a terrible crash. From that day on, I choose to listen to that voice.
This voice inside is our voice of intuition, our higher self or God. It guides me with wisdom from a deep place within my soul. My mind cannot take me to the places that my inner voice shows me. Many times I hear a small voice say to me, relax and be patient. Allow the desires of your heart to come to you with ease, joy and grace. My doing mind so conditioned to be in control, to effort, to make things happen is now surrendering to a new way of being. There is a peace that has entered my heart and a reverance for life. all of life.
In many of the teachings in how to manifest , they say, tell the universe what you want and allow the universe to handle how it will come. I now know that the universe will respond to our asking and bring us what we truly desire. However, it may not match our picture of what we asked for. It may come in a different package and if we are not careful we will miss the gift the universe created for us.
By being open and flexible in following the energy, I have received a beautiful gift. A man has come into my life that has opened my heart and shows me the beauty of loving in a new way free of the wounds of the past. He has opened his heart and my heart is healing. I am so grateful for this beautiful gift. Living in the present moment without expectations of the future is freeing and alive. Spirit then is the creator and there is much joy in following the energy and being an non attached observer of the experience,
Another man has come into my life with a deep heartfelt friendship. We support eachother and can share our truth. He has an ability to listen and receive me in a way that is also healing my heart and showing me a true and meaningful aspect of love.
The universe is teaching me that I can trust men, that I don’t have to be afraid of being hurt and that I have done the work to now experience different relationships with men. Recently a man moved into my household as a member of our community. He is so generous of heart and spirit and is teaching me to receive his generosity with ease and love. He too is healing my heart.
I now know that by Letting Go and Letting God, my life has changed. I could not and did not make these things happen by being in control, efforting, and being in charge. By letting go and letting God, I have received far greater gifts than I could even imagine.
I am deeply grateful ……………..and I shall continue to allow that small inner voice to guide me to my highest good.
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